Hi:D I am so dead. God's world is so cruel. No motivation to get up and go on?

Sounds like life to me (to quote the country song). God's world isn't cruel at all. The world us humans have polluted with our actions is cruel. Yet for every cruel thing that happens to you, there's someone out there that has it ten times worse. There's homeless people dying on the streets. There's prostitutes and drug addicts suffering because they feel no one cares about them. You can be the Christ example to them. You can reach out to others and in the process find who you are. Take everything you believe and start fresh. Look at the beauty of this world that God created. Look at the amazing things God is doing through organizations to bring fresh water to Africa, shoes to children, and trade skills to the outcasts in society. Yeah, the world is very cruel but there also is a flip side on what God is doing.